Tears in the Trash Can
It slides out of the beautiful green orb, shimmering with more held there
Glides down her beautiful cheek, down the curves of a masterpiece
Then, as all tears do, falls the final drop
Down into oblivion, down into the mess of nothing below her,
They never know she cries, shes made sure of it, they dont deserve to know
They havent done anything wrong, not really
Its her, shes the defected one, always has been, always will be
Her shoulders do not shake, her breathing is not disturbed
Just a silent cry meant only for herself, no one else, no one needed to know
She covers a hand over
WORTH IT
Hell come out in a minute, just leave him be. Nathan looked sadly back to Lucas, like hell he would just leave him there. Lucas, its okay. No one here is going to hurt you, youre safe. Lucas still didnt respond. He was curled up in a tight ball in a cubby hole where no one could get to him. He was younger than everyone else on the submarine; thus, he was also smaller. But he was also small for his age; therefore, he had an even greater advantage. However, Nathan, Lucass adoptive dad didnt see it this way.
This last week had been hard on Lucas and everything was finally ca
CHOCOLATE CHIP ICE CREAM AND LOVE
In the fluorescent light of the refrigerator, the halved parsnips look naked pale and fleshy as limbs. Annie pauses before pulling them out. A refrigerator is like a hospital, a bright place that is not cheerful. A protective but uncertain place to wait.
What are you doing? Anthony says. Hes standing in the doorway.
I woke up and I was hungry, so here I am. She replies as she puts the foul looking parsnips away.
Anthony walked up behind her, Are you feeling okay? He inquires as he wraps his arms around her.
Annie leaned back into Anthonys strong
DEAD LIKE THE ROSES
I sat there on the concrete, tears being held at bay. I stare into the nook in the building. It is filled with rose bushed of all kinds but one wouldnt know it by walking by now. There were only five flowers on one bush. The rest were not in bloom. They appeared dead. Just like him I thought. The tears overwhelmed me and started pouring over the edge. This was our spot, the place we came just to be together. *** Keep them closed. He said softly into my ear. I smiled and a giggle escaped my lips. Where are we going? I asked, still laughing softly. Youll see. He sa
Ghost Within
The face of the ghost within
shudders with the fear of the unknown,
with the things she cannot do.
The feeling of being broken into so many pieces,
as if not to know where one ends and another begins,
nor to know what the beginning was.
Or what the end will bring.
Life Hurts And So Will You by Spritekins, literature
Literature
Life Hurts And So Will You
Life Hurts And So Will You
Life's cruel, harsh and sometimes unforgiving,
But what you don't see is that I am too.
Friend or Foe, most will never know, but I will.
I know deep, dark secrets that haunt your very nightmares,
Yet I do not show this to you,
I want you to believe I am on your side.
This way when I pull the earth from beneath your feet,
You fall that much harder.
I enjoy watching you think you have all the secrets hidden,
You hide them away from the world but I see.
You share mine and I'll share yours, never forget that.
I hold your nightmares in my hands,
Better be careful, your nightmares may turn real.
Monsters Deep Inside
I'm only superficial. Down inside lives something deeper, more primal. It lives deep inside the darkest crease of the heart just waiting to be let out, waiting to wreak havoc on all who have hurt her, all of you.
If your not careful, you'll set it loose.
Savage Satisfaction
I see you laying there on the ground,
It gives me some sort of Savage Satisfaction to know I put you there,
I smile as I see you there, hurt and bleeding at my feet,
And as you try to pull yourself to your feet, my only temptation is to kick you back down.
You never knew I could be like this, so ruthless and mean,
Yet I knew all along, and you're just lucky I held on this long,
You gloated over all your abilities, but look where they got you now,
Weeping at my feet, and all I feel is my Savage Satisfaction.
Savage Satisfaction
I see you laying there on the ground,
It gives me some sort of Savage Satisfaction to know I put you there,
I smile as I see you there, hurt and bleeding at my feet,
And as you try to pull yourself to your feet, my only temptation is to kick you back down.
You never knew I could be like this, so ruthless and mean,
Yet I knew all along, and you're just lucky I held on this long,
You gloated over all your abilities, but look where they got you now,
Weeping at my feet, and all I feel is my Savage Satisfaction.
Monsters Deep Inside
I'm only superficial. Down inside lives something deeper, more primal. It lives deep inside the darkest crease of the heart just waiting to be let out, waiting to wreak havoc on all who have hurt her, all of you.
If your not careful, you'll set it loose.
Life Hurts And So Will You by Spritekins, literature
Literature
Life Hurts And So Will You
Life Hurts And So Will You
Life's cruel, harsh and sometimes unforgiving,
But what you don't see is that I am too.
Friend or Foe, most will never know, but I will.
I know deep, dark secrets that haunt your very nightmares,
Yet I do not show this to you,
I want you to believe I am on your side.
This way when I pull the earth from beneath your feet,
You fall that much harder.
I enjoy watching you think you have all the secrets hidden,
You hide them away from the world but I see.
You share mine and I'll share yours, never forget that.
I hold your nightmares in my hands,
Better be careful, your nightmares may turn real.
Ghost Within
The face of the ghost within
shudders with the fear of the unknown,
with the things she cannot do.
The feeling of being broken into so many pieces,
as if not to know where one ends and another begins,
nor to know what the beginning was.
Or what the end will bring.
DEAD LIKE THE ROSES
I sat there on the concrete, tears being held at bay. I stare into the nook in the building. It is filled with rose bushed of all kinds but one wouldnt know it by walking by now. There were only five flowers on one bush. The rest were not in bloom. They appeared dead. Just like him I thought. The tears overwhelmed me and started pouring over the edge. This was our spot, the place we came just to be together. *** Keep them closed. He said softly into my ear. I smiled and a giggle escaped my lips. Where are we going? I asked, still laughing softly. Youll see. He sa
CHOCOLATE CHIP ICE CREAM AND LOVE
In the fluorescent light of the refrigerator, the halved parsnips look naked pale and fleshy as limbs. Annie pauses before pulling them out. A refrigerator is like a hospital, a bright place that is not cheerful. A protective but uncertain place to wait.
What are you doing? Anthony says. Hes standing in the doorway.
I woke up and I was hungry, so here I am. She replies as she puts the foul looking parsnips away.
Anthony walked up behind her, Are you feeling okay? He inquires as he wraps his arms around her.
Annie leaned back into Anthonys strong
Current Residence: Kansas Favourite genre of music: Anything Favourite cartoon character: I love too many of them to pick! Personal Quote: "It's not me your angry at." "It's not you I'm aiming at."
Favourite Visual Artist
Dont have one, love too many!
Favourite Movies
Serenity
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Never could decide!
Favourite Writers
Uhh cant say, lots of great ones!
Favourite Games
Dont have a favorite but love many!
Other Interests
Fanfiction first!, then anime and manga and Tennis too, and now singing apparently!
Ok so this was just too funny not to share! So get this, I never thought of myself as a leader but get this! I went to Physics class early right? And I didn't turn on the lights cause I am the dark to everyone else's light! So by the time class started, no one turned on the lights. Everyone walked in and looked around like they knew something was going on, but the truth is nothing was going on! I just hadn't turned on the lights! OMG, I was laughing on the inside! I guess Da Sprite can start trends after all!
Ok, so it was a short journal entry but it still counts! Yay for me!
Word out and all that good jazz!
Ok so like I've been taking college classes for over 2 years now but now I am actually IN COLLEGE! Like I am actually here on campus at all times and have no life other than campus life! As exciting as that may seem its actually kinda not! I am so tired :sleepy: but so happy! Who knew college could be so confusing!
Oh and I was always told that you live out of your vehicle when you are in college and I always thought that they were exaggerating, well they're not! You do live out of your car so you better like your vehicle cause you're gonna be seeing a lot of it! And now the inside of it will be trashed! No matter what you do, how many times
I don't know whats going on anymore. :lonely: I'm having a really hard week I guess. :cries: Yeah, we'll go with that. Umm, at least Upward Bound is over this Thursday. :w00t: I can get away from these darned people. I'm going insane. :crazy: But enough complaining, we'll get to the real point of this journal quick like. I need a new display pic for DA. I have decided this but I have no idea what to use. I need a little(or a lot) of friendly advice. So give me ideas please! ^^; Thank You!!!! :glomp:
Oh and by the way, thank you tae and Chara-san! You guys are awesome! :glomp: Without you guys Im sure I would be locked away somewhere. Thank